Lonewolf363

Dark rany clouds in the future.                                   I see no chance of snow. I am disapointed, as I love te first freeze of winter. I am over it. I...

I am pontificated, frustrated, obtuse,screaming at the top of my lungs, help me Doctor help me, before I have an utter collapse! I got the Doc finally on the email, and now I will be ok they gav me...

So I get ready for this  early morning appointment, my power of attorney at hand, ontime, we arrive, no doc. You can go to willingbourougho we said no way we shall reschedule.

I feel kinda happy today I am celebrating thirty nine years of cutting recovery. I share my story to help others who suffer with this ailment. My goal is to begin cutters annon and finally have a...

Step one breathe

I'm building steps for cutters anonymous .I'd like some feedback to see what others feel about it,.   Step one BreatheStep two stop thinkstep three gather resourses. Seek out help asap.Step four...

I am so happy! Most of you know I been struggling with recent results from the doc. I been stressing over nothing. I am so happy I am gonna be ok. I am making positive changes to reflect that. All in...

This waiting for things to happen stuff is killing me. I';m wiating till friday till I see my doctor, I need to prepare to see the next. I need to keep focused on tasks, and I need knowledge! I been...

My moods stoped changing. It is miraculous that I am thinking with a clear head in mind for the first time in my life. I can talk withot studder, I am clear in my decisions cleaning up my place, my...

I did good on my word to stay clean. My mum and dad are getting older, and they need to know I can take care of myself. My sister has been a great deal of comfort, and will take me to my next dr...

I take my breathing very seriously. It helps you define your problems, and think. What can I do instead of cutting, eating taking a pill, I can breathe. I feel better now. I was white knuckling...

I am taking one day at a time, doing what is necessary to take cre of myself.

I am no longer self medicating. Yay me. No more pot no more xanax. I am taking one day at a time, and choosing myself!

Ive also recenly quit smoking weed. I am very proud of my new art projkects, that I took pictures to show you all my new "adult" coloring book.  Hope everyone is hanging in there, and fighting the...

Since I stopped self medicating with marawhannas I've been able to breathe better deeper, and take longer walks. I can leave my ouse without complications now, and am able to function outsid eof my...