Yay, thankfully I got a regular normal hours sleep last night thanks to the oxazaepam.  However, woke up itchy this morning so didn't end up going to church.  This rash looks better....until I get up and move around and then it becomes unbearable.  :(  I did call the church and talked to the pastor for a moment to see if they have recordings.  They don't normally yet though they're in the process of doing video recordings by the end of the month.  He said he'd see if they can do an audio recording for me today though.  I explained why I haven't been there last week and that I might not be there today.  I'm debating going to the walk in clinic but I don't tend to like the doctors there all that much so I don't know.  But this has been going on for pretty much almost a week now.  It's also now a bit on my lower back and behind my knees down about halfway to my ankles so it's spreading.  There's a few smalls spots that look like if the skin opened they would be .like a friction burn or something (might just be from scratching so much).  If I stay cool and don't move much it's ok, but if I go for a walk (even 5-10) it seems to act up horribly and as soon as I get back home I'm so prickly and on fire that I have to strip outta my clothes and lather up the aloe and lay down.  It's horrible.  I'm so tired of doing nothing in over a week since I had that bad cold right before this.  My moods are feeling better though...not as good as could be but that's because I have been stuck doing barely anything and haven't had really any human interaction in real life.  Thankfully I've got the love and support of you all here, and on the phone with people, and on second life.  They knew I was down yesterday...before I even said anything.  So the pastor came over and says can I ask you something...and I said sure...and he's like...can I pray for you about anything or just in general...and I said yes and that I was feeling depressed and to just pray in general.  Being able to interact with them there is helping me get through this not being able to get out.  Anyhow...that's really all that's going on.  Just trying to stay cool (and it's not even all that hot out)...and trying to stay upbeat and positive...though it's hard.   I gotta decide what to do with my day. ***HUGS***