Ellocin

Yesterday ended up laying down for a nap at around 4pm and slept until about 7pm so that meant I was awake until about 3am this morning but that wasn't too bad.  Though some idiot was banging at our...

http://deesinbox.com/2009/01/09/ohhh-this-is-goooood-charlie-schulz-philosphy/ The Charlie Schulz Philosophy (This is marvelous!! Scroll thru slowly and read carefully to receive and enjoy full...

Didn't end up going to lunch with my family, just was not physically up for it.  And I couldn't see the sense in going to lunch and paying an insane amount of money when I can't even reliably eat a...

okay...wasn't able to do all my bloodwork today.  Apparently when the form says you need to have a test done at 8am it means be there at 7:15am so you have time to wait, wait, wait, get registered...

Physio went well.  She respected the fact that I'm dealing with a lot of physical symptoms right now from the meds (both withdrawing and starting new ones).  Kept it pretty basic today with a few...

Appt yesterday with psychiatry went good.  She said it's possible that I am withdrawing from the oxazepam and if I want to I could taper it instead...but she also said I'm probably over the peak for...

think i need toothpicks to prop open my eyes today...didn't fall asleep until about 9am...and been just getting broken sleep.  Should be enough by now though...it's 1pm.  Gotta get ready to see...

had an interesting thought when i was attempting to sleep and had to log in and check something...sure enough it makes sense.  When I was in the hospital they recommended I stop taking the...

It's a little after 3am...I got up so early yesterday that I crashed too early in the evening last night and was awake again shortly before midnight.  Planning on heading to bed again soon...

Oh my goodness my arm is soooooo itchy, so glad this stitches come out today and then no more...I am NOT doing that to myself again.  I don't do well with anything itchy.  Back still achy but I...

Epps...my back and my heartburn both trying to drive me nutty but I'm not gonna let it get me down...could be so much worse.  Feeling pretty good despite not being able to do much today.  That's...

I thought this was funny (so did my mom)....  A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years.  They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets...

You know, I am actually feeling fairly good tonight despite things.  Yeah I still feel the cloud of depression looming over me and the physical aches and pains but that aside I actually feel pretty...

6:45pm.  Back is in pain still but since it's snow storming and I did as much as I could handle putting away the Christmas decorations...half done probably...I decided to watch a movie.  I FINALLY...

Almost 4am but I am winding down for bed.  Since my last entry I managed to sleep a few hours in the morning and woke up around noon or 1pm...still upset but manageable.  Forced myself to eat some...