Having a rough day with unusual anxiety for me.  I think it's just hormonal pms-y kinda stuff...plus the fact nothing seems to be going right for me today.  Okay sure, some things are.  I got some bookmarks in the mail that I won (they're really cute) and I was awake in time for my appointment this morning and that went well...but that's about it. I tried cleaning my laptop keyboard today because the keys can snap off and so I thought great...lets snap a bunch off and clean under them.  Well...I ended up breaking a bunch on top of the fact my "B" doesn't work (hasn't for awhile) so I always have a second keyboard hooked up to my laptop just so I can type anything that has the letter "B" in it.   I decided to reformat my computer today as well since it hasn't been working well lately.  That went okay but it was a frustrating process and almost ended with me throwing the laptop.  Uggghhhh.  I sometime wish I had the money to just replace it every few years but I don't. I couldn't get the futon to fold back up into couch form, it's in bed form right now.  I know all this stuff is trivial....but today it's really bothering me. Not to mention I have a huge headache and the slightest noises are causing me to jump and stiffen up.  And a fair bit of anxiety with it. Tomorrow I see my psychiatrist so I guess it's good timing.  I also have an interview tomorrow so I pray the headache and anxiety are gone or at least less annoying.  I need to find my resume and references and be prepared for tomorrow.  The interview is for volunteering but I still want it to go well.

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keepingon
keepingon

Sometimes with a headache the easiest things become impossible...I hear you!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Sorry to hear things aren\'t going that well for you today. I hate anxiety, its noting but bad news. Bummer about the headache, good luck with the interview tomorrow and dr\'s appointments can be stressfull I know I\'ve had a few this week so be prepared that it may cause some anxiety. Thanks for being a great friend, I really appriciate the support. Much love and HUGS, take care.