Things are really really messed up here right now. My roommate and I are having a lot of troubles with each other right now and are at least in agreeance that we shouldn't be sharing an apartment much longer. I don't really know what all to write....just know that I'm feeling miserable and can't stop crying and that right now I'm tired of being an adult and I just want to crawl under a rock and have the earth swallow me up. Think that can be arranged somehow? I don't even got words to say right now. I'm just so ticked off at so many different things.
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I know how you feel... I\'ve been there... you just have to look for other places to live and make it some place where you want to go. move away as soon as possible. let her figure out the rent and all that crap. you\'ve said earlier that you wanted to live alone. You\'ve come so far in you\'re not cutting it\'s impressive. Just don\'t let this get you down. If you\'re angry then be angry but don\'t let this give you reason to hurt yourself. You are way better than that. You deserve to not hurt. Maybe go up to your parents for the weekend, just to get away from it all, talk to them see what they have to say about the whole situation. I\'m here for you and I love you lots, take care, let me know how things work out.
Just rest and wait things will get better. Sometimes we are our own worst enemy. I know I am.