Things are a little rough the last bit.  I don't know if it's side effects of the H1N1 shot or what.  Both that shot and the regular flu shot seem to make me extra cranky and irritable.  Or maybe it's just coincidental. I've been going through rebound insomnia the last few nights as well so I'm sure that's not helping any as I'm so tired from not sleeping....and haven't been napping either. I found out I qualify for a rent subsidy if I live on my own in a 1 bedroom.  I'm waiting for the application package to read it over fully before I make a final decision on what to do but I am thinking I will put in my notice here.  It's time.  It really is. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow and will also probably get the results of all my bloodwork the last couple weeks and maybe get my weekly test done tomorrow as well since the blood lab is just down the hall from my psychiatrists office. I get my computer back tomorrow as well probably so that will be good to not have to use my roommates all the time.  Especially since we're not really getting along well right now...mostly probably my problem because I'm just so irritable and angry at everything it seems...I dunno.