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I'm exhausted, so going to make it another quickish entry.  Got up early today but not early enough to catch church.  Was so exhausted from yesterday though so it took me a few hours to come...

Wow, okay, I'm exhausted...so going to type this as quick as my little fingers will let me.  Yesterday ended up being alright...just had a mid-afternoon dip...but fought through it.  Got out for...

Feeling kinda bummed at the moment.  Not sure if it's because I woke up so early and am tired now, if it's because I'm spending too much time in front of the computer trying to catch up, if I ate...

I'm back!   Finally just got back from my parents house.  Spent one night at a friends as well.  Had a great time the whole time I was away.  Got my laundry done, ate yummy food, slept good...

Doing good...just want to check in.  I'm heading to my parents for a few days and I'm not taking my computer with me...though I may still be able to get online.  Not sure yet.   I skipped the...

Okay I'm tired...but feeling good.  I had an morning appointment with my psychiatrist and have been on the go ever since.  The appointment went well.  We did increase the Prozac so now I am on...

I'm feeling kind of off tonight.  I don't know why.  I feel okay....but anxious and having urges to cut and fear of going to bed which I know is irrational.  Then again it's been an off day from...

Feeling better mentally and physically today!  Yay!  I am tired though but that's nothing new really. I added two new goals...the ones my new Occupational Therapist and I set up.  Accomplished...

Had my meeting with rehab.  I really liked her and think she'll help me a lot.  She's actually an occupational theraist but specializes in rehabilitation.  I think she'll be more helpful then the...

Didn't sleep much last night...so now I'm reading some inspirational emails and listening to inspiring songs on youtube.  Some I never heard before and they are really speaking to me.  I realized...

EVERY ONE LETS DANCE THE DAY AWAY !!!! *_ _**  I'll be happy when...* We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated...

it's 3:30am now and I can't sleep....too many different thoughts and emotions to process and it's keeping me awake nothing overly bad...just kind of healing i guess....there's good, bad, happy, sad...

It's 1:45am but I didn't want to go to bed without first writing a little bit here.  It was a much better day then it has been. My roommate and I communicated better today and made ammends and it's...

I can't seem to bring myself out of this depression that's consuming me lately.  I know it got worse after seeing the psychologist the other day but I dealt with that.  I know I was feeling more...

Got this in an email...not sure if all the words and pictures are going to show up...if they don't I copied them to a website...