bowler08
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- Well, 4 years without a cut. Something set me off a month ago. I know I need to stop, but it just feels like I'm seeing an old friend and I don't want to leave their embrace..
- I don't really know what to say.I was good for a few years, but something set me off last month and I've been restricting and fasting. I don't even know if it's worth me being here. My ED goes hand in hand with my SH.I guess deep down I know I have...
- I feel this longing for everything to come to an end, not by my hand, but naturally. I'm just floating along, and waiting.. for something..
- I'm curious if anyone has any trouble with focus/concentration due to depression, and any description of what it is like or how it is compared to before your depression started or between episodes.Before I let my depression get the best of me (4ish...
- I quit all forms of self injury 7 months ago, but I know I'm not in the clear yet. how do I come to terms with what I've done? I want to be able to move on, I need to know how to relearn the right way of feeling and expressing emotions.
- in a couple weeks, I'll have quit cutting for 6 months, but I can't help but wonder when I won't be able to keep myself from doing it.how can I be strong and stick with recovery knowing that I may never be recovered for the rest of my life? I could...
- so, today I was at a baby shower for my ex's coworker, and she had been going around the room taking pictures of everyone without them noticing so they were just natural and not posed or anything. I was sitting with her looking through the...
- so, I haven't been to the doctor in about 2-3 years, and my mom is weird about me needing to have a doctor just in case, so she's trying to schedule me for an initial physical so that he can see me if I do get sick.I guess my main worry is that I've...
- I'm sure this is something everyone asks, and I'm sure there isn't any one drug that doesn't have a side effect. I was wondering if anyone is aware of one that doesn't normally cause weight gain. I've never allowed myself to go to therapy so I've...
- so, I had got 9 weeks without hitting or cutting, but I starting hitting again about 3 weeks ago, so it's week 12 without cutting. Part of why I started SI was to fight off thoughts of suicide, which is why I gave in and started hitting again. I...
- I went 9 weeks without hitting or cutting, but my ex wants to figure out our friendship and kept asking what conversation topics she needs to avoid so that we can talk and be friends without me being bothered, but all it did was make me think of all...
- so, I recently hurt my shoulder and wrist, and I'm supposed to be taking medicine for it so it heals better or faster or something, but I haven't been able to because I'm supposed to take it with food or it will hurt my stomach (ulcers or something,...
- so, I work at a pricey restaurant as an assistant chef (I guess working in the food business is kinda odd for someone with ED and maybe I'm just asking for trouble). Today we catered a wedding, which meant there was wedding cake, and the wedding...
- I was just wondering what everyone else does to keep fighting. I've been fairly good about my mealplan for about 3 weeks now, but today I got to thinking about how I might have to do this the rest of my life. It just felt like I would never get...
- I'm not sure what all sexual abuse encompasses, especially when it comes to online stuff. is it only sexual abuse if an adult asks for a child's picture? if they aren't asking for a picture and they're also posing as a person of a similar age and...