bowler08

Nothing is terrible wrong. I just feel empty. I tend to find my way to this site when I'm feeling down. Browsing the forums makes me wonder what the point is; trying so hard to keep going so I can...

I don't know why I can't complete a post without rewriting it a dozen times and then just not posting it in the end.  I don't know if I've ever added anything of substance to the SI or eating...

Nothing really going on, I was having a decent day, but then I got on the computer to see my ex make a status with her friend that she's listed as "married to" about how they cheat on each other a...

Just stopped a binge.  I've been stressed all week: school, family, friend.  I just got done with a big assignment for class, my mom and I had an argument about how she wants to fill my three week...

dear me,im writing this so when im not feeling so down and i read this, i remember how badly i know i want help when i am feeling down.  i know i cant handle this when its happening, and ill tell...

its my last morning having anything to do with the apartment i lived in. im currently in my car waiting for the ra to show up for my checkout. my roommate is sleeping in the common area and therems...

Yesterday was set to be the beginning of a fast for me.  I haven't fasted since october last year, so my recovery as been going fairly well so far.  It all started from an evening with a friend...

I had dinner with a friend last night, he was the first person I talked to about all my problems, so I consider him a fairly close friend.  He has been asking to make dinner with me for a while now,...

Another thing I dislike about my roommate is how he constantly tries to give me food.  I understand that he's being nice and doesn't now how many issues I have with my eating habits, but I tell him...

So, it's been a long summer so far, but it's almost over.  I moved into a different apartment on campus for the summer with three guys I don't know.  It didn't seem so bad at first because two of...

I was in the shower having flashbacks of all the times I self injured, and i realized that all the objects I used had some relation to someone that hurt me. The belt was from my best friend that got...

I just need to write to avoid doing anything dumb right now. So saturday afternoon I went to lunch with my ex before work, and she started talking about her new boyfriend and how she doesn't like...

I think it still bothers me that maybe 5% or less of the ED board are male.  Mostly because I try to be friendly and add my input and I think the women ignore it because I'm a guy.  It also bothers...

I have been thinking a lot about how I've changed in the last 4-5 years (mainly comparing high school to college).  I decided to ask my ex what's different about me, since we dated through high...

Nothing is really bothering me today.  My parents were surprisingly ok with my dropping my class.  Everything has been fine this week, even though my ex is officially dating someone new.  She went...