Heidiclark

I don't know what's going on but I don't feel right,  It seemed like I was doing better for the past couple of weeks but now I don't know,  I feel disturbed.  And of course I alwasy worry about...

On the other hand I have a great support system and a lot of help. Family is everything to me, friends being a close second.  And I must be doing something right as I am the godmother to my friend...

I really don't know where to begin,  I have been battling severe depression for 26 years and have had some degree of depression all my life.  I remember the day I told my husband that I had not...

Well an online friend of mine said she would read my journal entries if I wrote anything so I will give it a go.  I think my thoughts are actually conherent enough to be able to make regular entries...

I don't usually journal because I am too paranoid to write down anything and also usually can't think clearly enough to write anything down..  I don't want to get my hopes up but this medication...

So I don't qualify for clinical studies trials since I also have a psychotic disorder as well as depression so now I am looking into transcranial magnetic stimulation and the Fisher Wallace...

I look around every day and see so many people who can take so much for granted, like getting out of bed and going to work.  They probably don't have to think much about it.They just do it and do it...

The battle continues as always.  Josh started back to school yesterday and starting today I get to pcik him up after school.  Meanwhile just getting through the day continues to be hard for me.  I...

TBC

Well, I got through hristmas during which none of my big fears and anxieties came to pass.  My dad was very kind to me on Christmas day saying I could lay down in the bedroom if I neededto, which I...

I am trying everything I can think of to deal with this anxiety about the hoidays, and also just general feelings of aloneness.And I am in a crisis spiritually.  I obsess about religion and all the...

My son wanted me to post this for people in the depression group:Evils purpose is to destroy good, right?  However evil only exists because of good.  LIke a top and bottom.  Thus if evil were to...

No one ever asks you if you WANT to siurvive or not.  They just asssume that you have an obligation to do what you can every day.  Everyone tries to be as understanding and supportive as possible....

Just getting through the day feels like so much effort.  Nothing is easy for me.  Every moment is a struggle------a battle.  Others just seem tp glide through their days like it's no big deal....

My husband and I are very excited about the new small online store we are starting called harmony Hearts.  These hand made gift boxes focus on healing and celebration. Tom is also going to making...