Another day
The battle continues as always. Josh started back to school yesterday and starting today I get to pcik him up after school. Meanwhile just getting through the day continues to be hard for me. I am constantly battling feelings of isolation and aloneness. I talk to people online. I see my Tom every day and Josh on the weekends and will be seeing him every day after school but yet the alone feeling persists. It's crazy as I have a lot of support and yet I am still severely depressed. Kind of helps to journal about it though. Maybe I should do more of this.
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Hi sweetie. I'm glad I am getting notifications or I wouldn't have known you wrote the journal ( since we don't see the ' friend activity' when we sign on anymore. I'm sorry I sent you the depressing hug about me not feeling well and not feeling like being on DS much. I'm sorry you're feeling so depressed and feeling isolated and lonely. Have you talked to your doc about it? If you're on meds ( I should know that, but I have no memory...), maybe you need a med tweak? I hope Josh has a great school year and know that I'm thinking of you and I'm here for you. Love you xoxo