getting through the day
Just getting through the day feels like so much effort. Nothing is easy for me. Every moment is a struggle------a battle. Others just seem tp glide through their days like it's no big deal. Tired of the constant struggle. I will keep going-----I know that Ihave to keep going no matter what. I do it for Josh. And I do it for Tom too. Iknow that they need me to keep going------and so Ido as best as Ican.
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Heidi, my dear friend. What\'s happened? You\'ve been doing so well. Perhaps been over doing things?
Try to remember how great you have been doing. You will get there again.
Xxxxx
So sorry to read this Heidi and today feel like you but just keeping on is an achievement in itself so lets both keep plodding on - hugs xxx
YOu are lovely to me Heidiclark
it is good that ..you reconised that ..you need to keep going ...for those you love ...but you need to keep going for your self to ...taking it one day at a time has realy helped me ...and I belive that will help you if you are not already .doing that ....I ...try to keep the past in the past ....unless I am seeing my doctor than I need to talk ....but other wise I.just let the past fall into the past ware it belongs ..there is nothing you or I can do to Chang it ...so we need to axcept it ...leave it behing and move on ...same with the future .....don\'t worry to much about the future ...so riting dowen nots of the things you want to get done ...so your brain doesent have to work over time trying to not forget all these things ....and that doesent mean you have to get everything done in the same day ...but what you do get done strik it off .....and that helpers you feel good you accomplished somthing ...and tomorow is a brand new day ....and we never know what the future will bring to us ....if I would of given up so many years ago I would of mised so much ..so many blessing ...watching my grand children grow ...looking at the world through ..there eyes ...I wouldent of mised that for anything ...and now I have a life ...I still struggle ...but ..l would much rather be here than and ware ..elese ...so I am thankfull to my doctors ...my family and my family here on this depreshion group who have goten me through many rough times over .the years ....and about 8 years ...because I was always the one fixing ..things in the family and I had come up against somthing I just could not fix ....it sent me into this last depression ....so about ..8 years ago ...he got me on all the meds he can give me ..he told me that is I ever wanted to get better ..than I was going to be number one and my h number two and the rest don\'t count .......I was ..taken a back ...it just wasent who I was ...but I knew I had to do somthing ....so I decided to try it his way ...and my h helped me to be able to do it because ..he told me he would look after the kids .....so I dident have to be worrying ...and ...it worked ..and the kids all lived ..lol ...they were all growen with families of there Owen ..................having the conviction to say that you will keep going on ..is half the battle .....I keep you in my heart and in my prayers ....sending you my love and log hit ....take very good care of your self ..do somthing good for your self ...you deserve it ....God bless