checking in

I don't usually journal because I am too paranoid to write down anything and also usually can't think clearly enough to write anything down..  I don't want to get my hopes up but this medication increase that I had about a week ago seems to be helping.  I told my husband the other day that I was not in agonizing pain which is huge for me.  If I could just not suffer that would be great, even if I still can't function and all of that