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I love journalism, I love writing and I know that's what I wanna do. But waking up everyday and going to class is so bad, I never wanna go (but I always go, cause I don't skip class), I hate going...

My eating habits are soooooo bad right now. Eating all kinds of shitty food, too much caffeine, sugar...The result? I have ZERO energy and I'm gaining weightI've been smoking insanely too. And...

Why can't I kill myself? What is keeping me from doing it?I'm so tiredI'm a failureI can't do anything rightI hate myselfI hate myselfI hate myself I'm always between killing myself or killing...

Hey, I haven't been here in a while! And I kinda miss talking to everyone here.For the past two months, my friends have been complaining a lot that I've stopped going out with the frequency I used...

I had I panic attack while I was trying to sleep.I thought I was gonna have a heart attack.I don't know how much more of this I can take.

I have no energy!I feel like I'm going to die from exhaustion. I can take living this double life anymore.I'm so physically and mentally tired.I feel nauseated when I eat, I'm dizzy all the time...

I have no energy!I feel like I'm going to die from exhaustion. I can take living this double life anymore.I'm so physically and mentally tired.I feel nauseated when I eat, I'm dizzy all the time...

I decided to write an entry with VERY random facts about myself-- I struggle with my weight since I was 10 (I've always been pretty athletic, but my mom's side of the family has a tendency to gain...

Sorry for my english on this one-I cut. That's my main mechanism.But when I try not to cut, I end up doing things much worse. They work, the numb me, but when the depression kicks in, it's really...

Guilty. That's how I feel 24/7. I feel guilty for being depressed because I don't think I have any reason to feel this way.People go through all kind of shit EVERYDAY. People have seen their parents...

Just some rambling in Portuguese about my scars-Eu sempre escondi as minhas cicatrizes muito bem.Durante o ensino médio eu nunca me encaixei nos estereótipos de quem se cortava e nunca mostrei...

For the past two years, suicide has been something that never leaves my mind. I think about it pretty much everyday.No, I'm not gonna do it. Not because I don't want to, but because I'm scared I'll...

Is cutting really that bad?I'm not putting anyone's life in danger, except mine.I'm not doing any long-term damage to my physical health (scars doesn't count).And I'm not doing anything illegalI...

The thought of stopping cutting scares me because I don't know any other way of coping. So if I stopped, I would probably go insane or turn into something worse than cutting, like alcohol.I don't...

It doesn't work for everybody.Didn't work for me.