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I have no energy!
I feel like I'm going to die from exhaustion. I can take living this double life anymore.
I'm so physically and mentally tired.
I feel nauseated when I eat, I'm dizzy all the time (and no, I'm not pregnant), my head is always hurting, I can't concentrate.
I've been thinking about suicide way too much lately (not gonna kill myself, tho).
I have to go out with some friends this weekend, but I really don't want to. But I haven't seen them in a while and I don't want them to think that there's something wrong. And I also don't wanna lose them.
My parents will arrive from one of their vacations tomorrow and my stress level will probably rise.
Yes, I feel like I'm gonna have a breakdown.