starynitesky05

Can't believe that when things got better with us something had to happen to most likely have things end the friendship. I'm so depressed and sad over this cuz I thought we would always be friends....

ok so this time it was really me that messed things up, why can't i go about this the normal way. cuz i always end up doing something the weird way that i bet makes her feel awkward. i hate this...

Feeling so hurt right now. I don't even have the energy to type it out.

Hoping and praying so much if all of this could happen and work out!!! It mean mean the world to me!!! Please God!!! I pray so hard if all of this could work out it would really make my day soo...

Church went ok even though it wasn't the same with out her there. It was good to talk to some of her friends there for a bit so that was good but at the same time it didn't feel the same with out her...

Feeling extremely lonely right now. I don't know what to do. I've been alone just about the full day. Im struggling alot right now. Don't know what to do. I feel like I can't handle this. I'm...

I'm feeling better about things about everything. I'm thankful we patched things up. It helps to know that things are going to be ok.

She emailed like a half hour ago with a nice email patching things up.

Still not sure what to think. Cuz I can't seem to understand why when her and I start to get really close then she pulls this thing with saying lets not text just email!!! She already took away phone...

She emailed back but guess what?! She completely blow me off and rejected me when I had asked earlier in the week to get together! She said no. How come its ok when she asks me but not ok when I...

Feeling so depressed with this constant loneliness is taking everything out of me. Just struggling so much with all this. I need her so much! I wonder if she will want to get together soon I asked in...

She just emailed me back!!. I feel better and my worrys went away. :)

Worried that I'm starting to be too clingy to her again. I'm worried I just annoyed her!!! Hope that I didn't say the wrong thing. I hope I didn't say to much that would annoy her or thinking I'm...

Should I be hurt by this? Earlier in the week wrote her a email asking if she would like to get together sometime soon and she emailed back last night only saying a reminder of the change in when...

Not sure about the YMCA cuz since I'm really over weight I wouldn't able to keep up in any of the classes I saw online on there site. :( feeling so much loneliness I hate it!!!