starynitesky05

im starting to worry if she really meant everything she said or not? like if she was just being nice and if she is going to keep her promise or is she just going to go back to her old ways. im...

i saw my mentor friend yesterday and i think that after i talked about my feelings and everything i have been going through she really understood, and she reassured me that she still loved and cared...

im missing the closeness with girlfriends. i miss it so much. it hurts that everyone doesn't have time for me. and they make me feel like i am being to much when i know i have gotten better with...

im so glad christmas is coming. cuz i need a happy holiday to get here. it always makes me happy to be with my family on christmas. *

ok i can really tell that besides my husband, i am really going to be a loner when he is at work. cuz the friends i actually do kinda have are ignoring me and it feels like they aren't even in my...

im not asking for much, all im asking is for and hoping for is for someone to think of me as important, not like someone the last in line.  i hate how i have to wait until she remembers me. i hate...

I was thinking about the whole church thing. Maybe I was being way to sensitive about it and there was more good that happened than bad. Everyone else was really nice to me. So I think I will go back...

ok there were some good things that happened at the church but there was one thing that happened and after i thought about it. it was kinda rude towards me. what do you guys think?this one girl asked...

i finally did it. i finally went to church. and im really glad i did because i saw some people that i used to know there and they were really nice to me. so i was happy about that. and one old friend...

ok tell me if this has happened to you on facebook.  ok someone i used to work with is on my facebook and we never talk at all, i never post anything on her wall like ever, and i never snoop on her...

im looking forward to the holidays so much partly because i love them so much but also because it will take away a little stress from moving. and that would feel great right about now. im visiting my...

She finally emailed me back. I miss her so much. I wish I could tell how much she really loved me.

hope everyone is having a happy halloween!  i love this fall time of year. i really do. then the other holidays come soon! im looking forward to it.  i miss Sherri already. can't wait to hangout...

i miss her already i really do. i just love being with her so much. i love her so much! i am so thankful she is in my life! she really is family to me! i hope that its not a big gap of time before i...

So tie me to a post and block my ears, I can see widows and orphans through my tears, I know my call despite my faults, And despite my growing fears...my mentor friend emailed me back and wants to...