feeling down

feeling really down. cuz im really lonely again.  its hard feeling this way all the time. and its hard only having one real friend because she is a busy person so all the time in between when i see her i get really lonely, like what im going through now. its just so hard sometimes. i try so hard to just look forward to when i see her but we never make plans ahead of time so when we do hangout its always a surprise. thats ok and everything but the gaps in time in between when i see her are so hard cuz i feel so lonely cuz i don't have anyother friends at all. i hate feeling so alone but i am thankful for the one friend that i do have. i wish i had more friends.