starynitesky05

my heart is longing for close friendship so bad that it really is hurting and my heart is breaking. i know it would be long distance but i need close friendship so bad from someone ( just no guys,...

I'm so thankful she still cares about me. 

feeling down cuz im worried im being annoying to her, im worried she is frustrated with me. the one thing i do know is that, i know im not bugging her, so i don't know what it is that i am doing.  i...

im really doing it. I'm giving my mentor friend alot of space cuz the last time she emailed me, at the end of her email she said she was going to have a really busy couple of weeks cuz she is going...

i think i took things the wrong way cuz the both of us are 2 different people and need 2 different things in the friendship. i don't think she meant it to be mean, cuz i got an email from her...

ok i got my hopes up again when i was with my mentor friend. i was thinking about things after i left her today and i think the reason why i keep getting my hopes broken when i am with her is because...

(my mentor friend.) she emailed me yesterday and wants to get together with me this friday the 18th. :) im meeting her and a local coffee shop and just going to hangout and chat. i love going to...

things are better cuz she emailed me yesterday. and it made things better with somethings that she said. so im feeling better about her now. and i still love her lots! and i am never going to be able...

Feeling down and hurt. My mentor friend said she was going to do something cuz she asked about it and wanted to do it then I was like yeah let's do it then now she just backed out of it and doesn't...

i saw my mentor friend and i miss her already! i had a really nice time with her and it was so hard to leave her! it really was. i just can't wait until i see her next! i hope time goes by fast. i...

i have an update on my mentor friend. she emailed a couple days ago and we are getting together on saturday the 29th. i am so happy and excited to see her and to spend sometime with her. i can't...

i dislike snow i really do. i hate how it can mess up plans. im bummed that this snow storm messed up plans that i had. but on the bright side at least i can see the group next week. so im hoping for...

I'm just feeling confused about everything. Why is it that I want to be with the person that hardly has anytime for me? And why do I still love her so much. I hate how this friendship with her will...

ok she emailed me this morning. i was happy about that but i was hoping she would want to set up our next get together. i feel disappointed that she didn't set up a date but i guess i have to be...

i can't wait to see her again. im looking forward to it so much. even though its only been like 2 weeks, i miss her already. but now im going to do things right, - im not sending her any messages...