going to be happy for the way things are

im going to be happy for the way things are. because God must have a reason for it so im going to think positively from now on. cuz when i think depressing thoughts it never gets me anywhere and it will be a good day to fight my depression, with being lonely. and im just going to focus on  talking to and making friends online. and im eating really healthy this week so im feeling good that it is a good start, i think it would make it easyer for me to go out and meet people if i lost a few pounds, and it would make me feel more confident too.