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• Depression
  

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  Posted by: Fake_Smiles

  Last Reply: RioDaze 09/06/2017

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  in my previous post, I talked about how I was contemplating suicide. well, I've decided that I want to and that I should. there's nothing left here for me. there's nothing to look forward to. my life isn't going to get any better. nothing helps anymore. I've been this way for far too long, and I see nothing but more darkness ahead. so, I've come to the conclusion that ending my life would be the best decision. 

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/05/2017

  Fake_Smiles became friends with Jazzy17.

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  Posted: 09/03/2017

  Fake_Smiles joined the group Loneliness.

• Depression
  

  I want to kill myself...

  Posted by: Fake_Smiles

  Last Reply: mumof2and1 09/10/2017

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  I hate feeling alone. I hate being alone. I hate myself. I just wish I was someone else. Someone prettier, skinnier, and happier. I just wanna die. I'm tired of being alive and living this life. I also can't seem to successfully kill myself. I've tried more than 3 times, but it won't work. Im tired of being alive and having this life. I don't know what to do anymore

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  Hug

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  Posted: 08/27/2017

  Fake_Smiles sent a hug to lostsoul873
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  Hug

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  Posted: 08/27/2017

  Fake_Smiles sent a hug to LillyGabriel
• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Fake_Smiles

  Posted: 08/27/2017

  Fake_Smiles commented on the discussion My story i guess...im sorry.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/26/2017

  Fake_Smiles commented on the discussion My story i guess...im sorry.

• Depression
  

  My story i guess...im sorry

  Posted by: Fake_Smiles

  Last Reply: cyndazzle1967 08/29/2017

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  when I was around the age of 5, my mom's boyfriend's son, who was 15, would sexually abuse me all the time. I told my mom, she never believed me and she called me a liar. at the age of 11, I switched to a new school on a new side of town. I didnt know anybody. I got bullied really bad. Verbally and physically. By both my siblings and my school peers. The bullying got so bad to the point where I wanted to kill myself. As the school years went by, the bullying happened less, thankfully. The...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/26/2017

  Fake_Smiles commented on the discussion ...I'm just rambling. Don't mind this paragraph..

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 08/26/2017

  Fake_Smiles joined the group Anxiety.

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  Posted: 08/26/2017

  Fake_Smiles joined the group Depression.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/26/2017

  Fake_Smiles became friends with TeamDS.