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  Posted: 09/01/2017

  shortnbald commented on the discussion Another long night, can't sleep..

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Another long night, can't sleep.

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  Last Reply: Songbird2582 09/01/2017

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  I think about her every day.  I have been talking to her through my memories.  Probably not a good idea.  When the memories pop into my head I have been telling her how much I love her.  I think somehow she will hear it.  I sometimes wonder how long I will continue to just keep going through day after day.  Death really doesn't seem scary.  But i am not ready to end it yet.  I still like some of my life.  It is just the memories and the loneliness that get to me.  Its not really...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/24/2017

  shortnbald became friends with sjs777.

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  Posted: 08/24/2017

  shortnbald commented on the discussion Can't live without connection.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 08/24/2017

  shortnbald commented on the discussion is it?.

• Depression
  

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  shortnbald commented on the discussion What's the point?.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 08/24/2017

  shortnbald commented on the discussion Anybody.

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  Still looking for someone to connect to.

  Posted by: shortnbald

  Posted: 08/24/2017

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  I know alot of people don't understand this need in some people.  I really don't need alot of friends.  I enjoy being around people in my family or at work, but I really can't have the connection I need with them.  I feel I need just someone to share experiences and life with in some way.  I really don't feel some need to love myself, not that I hate myself.  I am just me following my path in this universe.There maybe someone out there who is just wanting to connect to someone.  I feel...

• Breakups & Divorce
  

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  Posted: 08/22/2017

  shortnbald commented on the discussion Coming on 2 years....

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  Can't live without connection

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  Last Reply: shortnbald 08/24/2017

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  I don't know about many of you, but I am one messed up person.  I don't think I will ever be the same or be able to love someone else again.  Not that I don't want to.  I am just stuck.  The last thing I want to do is talk about it because that will mess me up for days just trying to get my feelings back under control.  You know how I feel that is enough for me.  I struggle with memories and the pain I must deal with just to get through the day.  But I miss having a voice in my life to...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 08/21/2017

  shortnbald joined the group Breakups & Divorce.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 08/20/2017

  shortnbald joined the group Depression.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 08/20/2017

  shortnbald commented on the discussion Motivation and the Lack Thereof.

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  Plenty of people, No one to talk to

  Posted by: shortnbald

  Posted: 08/20/2017

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  I am pretty sure I struggle with depression.  The struggle is daily and almost constant unless I am doing something that keeps me busy and even then a thought, a memory, a song will threaten my balancing act.   I find talking about my issue just makes the next few days harder.  So I don't want to do that here.  I keep trying to move on.  I am but not really.  My life is pretty good.  I like my job, I like the things that I do, but there really is no happiness in my laughter, no joy in my...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/20/2017

  shortnbald became friends with TeamDS.