seekingstrength
Status: I'm a passionate woman in every aspect of my life. When I love, I love hard. I'm going through a separation in my marriage and I'm here for emotional support, words of encouragement and to find ways to cope.
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yes.. things are shifting and it feels fabulous!
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To be touched and desired.. to dream.. this wine has my thoughts all over the place.. I’m as beautiful as they come, once to her.. now I turn her head the other way.. im more than halfway out the...
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Stupidity may not always be a choice, but cruelty is always a conscious effort.
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I was just called 12 because I didn't hand off the remote control... i love my life. Im not moving out, I paid for everything and got us in here.. I'm so frustrated.
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Today I got nothing.. I have six weeks left of school and I graduate.. the plans I'm making are big ones.. i also didn't prepare dinner and today I don't feel bad about it..she can eat her words.
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I've made the biggest mistake! I didn't go through with the divorce and am now back to square one and going to my first Al-anon meeting tomorrow because I'm married to a mean rude selfish...
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There is something so self satisfying about taking care of you moving forward going on the right path eating healthy quitting a lifestyle that wasn't so healthy surrounding yourself with positivity...
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Not sure how it happened but the ball seems to be in my court...sometimes I think god plays me..do I let my heart guide me and fall back into this marriage and feel all of the things I've been...
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well.. its getting closer to that time.. I move out soon and now T regrets everything.. I'm hearing "I love you" and "I'm so sorry" "I never meant to make you feel so alone in this marriage" "I never...
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Switching over my phone today so I can get my privacy back.. this mornings exchange of words will empower me not destroy me. I can do this. Stay mad.
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So much for the good day!! One step forward and then I'm slammed up against the wall with more bullshit. It just never ends!!! I feel violated! How can someone go through your phone records, what the...
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I'm so very lucky to have the friends that I surround myself with. I'm here early today at a girlfriends house to help set up and go shopping.. couldn't be at my place today.. T is completely done...
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Ok I took the middle finger profile picture down because that just isn't who I am... i am just her now. Ill get there.. I have no doubt.. I just wish it would hurry the hell up.
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I'm getting crazier by the minute or at least it feels that way for me. T left for work a few minutes ago and now I'm laying in our bed. I know it's not helping me but its temporarily fix for me....
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Im feeling weaker than ever. This is harder then hell. Help me to be strong.. give me a reason to not go in there and throw my pathetic ass on our bed.... why is this so hard I can't take it!!
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