So hard!!!

Im feeling weaker than ever. This is harder then hell. Help me to be strong.. give me a reason to not go in there and throw my pathetic ass on our bed....   why is this so hard I can't take it!! 

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sjs777
sjs777

in moments of weakness there's no shame in reaching out - you're so not alone
seekingstrength
seekingstrength

I feel so heartbroken I can't take it
sjs777
sjs777

its so tough at times. you're worth the fight forward
seekingstrength
seekingstrength

Thank you! I keep wanting to fast forward time!
sjs777
sjs777

i know just how you feel, yet somehow i tell myself we'll look back on the journey as a path we had to take to find happiness
seekingstrength
seekingstrength

You have the best attitude. I need to start being positive.. it's so hard when you feel so hellish...
sjs777
sjs777

i still have my very trying days, but i take strength in pushing forward
seekingstrength
seekingstrength

It's helpful and nice to hear. Thanks for making me feel not so alone just now.. I think this is the worse night yet.. I'll push though and play some meditation and put my earbuds in!
sjs777
sjs777

there ya go - see, we all get by, we just need a nudge every so often
seekingstrength
seekingstrength

I'm grateful!
sjs777
sjs777

i just held the mirror, you did all the work
Ghostdancer
Ghostdancer

Look for an app called MyNoise several peaceful choices to assist meditation. Loving the temple bells with rain mixed in.....,,
ripped_my_heartout
ripped_my_heartout

Meditation is great. There are many apps. Just helps to shut the brain off for awhile and focus on you. .
Stay strong & positive.
-HUGS-
seekingstrength
seekingstrength

Thank you!!