Friends

I'm so very lucky to have the friends that I surround myself with. I'm here early today at a girlfriends house to help set up and go shopping.. couldn't be at my place today.. T is completely done and is where I need to be so I guess good for T, not so much me.  Tonight dinner with amazing friends and a card game! Had loving arms hug me just moments ago and I cried uncontrollably..  waves!! I'm hoping I'm not a Debbie downer tonight. I was told there would be no way and to just relax, I feel so uptight. I will be drinking my wine tonight so if at all I'll feel sexy (laughing) ..  ok Texas hold 'em and laughs it is...  wish me luck for an evening of no worry.. it's all I've been doing. God give me the strength.