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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/31/2017

  seekingstrength joined the group Alcoholism.

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  Shifting

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/24/2017

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  yes.. things are shifting and it feels fabulous! 

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  you don’t bring me flowers

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/20/2017

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  To be touched and desired.. to dream.. this wine has my thoughts all over the place.. I’m as beautiful as they come, once to her.. now I turn her head the other way.. im more than halfway out the door.. it’s scary to think how quickly one can turn off the love switch .. what the fuck is her problem..soon, it won’t be me.. anymore! P.S. - my independence used to be sexy to her, now, well, now I’m just a nothing and a who cares.. school and work is kicking my ass and it would be so...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/19/2017

  seekingstrength commented on the discussion New to board, not coping well.

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/06/2017

  seekingstrength commented on Ghostdancer's journal Hmmm

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  Ya know?

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/05/2017

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  Stupidity may not always be a choice, but cruelty is always a conscious effort.

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/05/2017

  seekingstrength commented on seekingstrength's journal Grow up.

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  Grow up.

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/03/2017

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  I was just called 12 because I didn't hand off the remote control... i love my life. Im not moving out, I paid for everything and got us in here.. I'm so frustrated. 

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  Appetite for destruction

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/03/2017

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  Today I got nothing.. I have six weeks left of school and I graduate.. the plans I'm making are big ones.. i also didn't prepare dinner and today I don't feel bad about it..she can eat her words. 

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/03/2017

  seekingstrength commented on seekingstrength's journal Big mistake

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/02/2017

  seekingstrength commented on the discussion Coping with breakup after emotional abuse.

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  Big mistake

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 10/02/2017

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  I've made the biggest mistake! I didn't go through with the divorce and am now back to square one and going to my first Al-anon meeting tomorrow because I'm married to a mean rude selfish alcoholic. I really am very disappointed in myself because I believed all that was told to me and I really love my wife. I found out this weekend while in a hotel room over the weekend that I should be loving myself more and asking myself why the hell I put up with the shit that I put up with!! October is...

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 08/21/2017

  seekingstrength commented on seekingstrength's journal my thoughts...

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  my thoughts...

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 08/17/2017

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  There is something so self satisfying about taking care of you moving forward going on the right path eating healthy quitting a lifestyle that wasn't so healthy surrounding yourself with positivity and not blaming yourself for leaning on friends when you're feeling not so high in life. They lift you up, hold your hand,hug you when needed and support you in any direction you go in life that's the meaning of a true friendship. The journey is that we only really belong to us, ourselves as a person...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: seekingstrength

  Posted: 08/12/2017

  seekingstrength became friends with themiddle.