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  Posted by: MyAngelMalcolm2017

  Posted: 08/27/2017

  MyAngelMalcolm2017 liked the discussion Devastated -lost my perfect son at 40 weeks 4 days.

• Stillbirth
  

  My thoughts and feelings today.

  Posted by: MyAngelMalcolm2017

  Last Reply: jema123 08/30/2017

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  My son Malcolm who gained his angel wings the day he entered and left this world. You never know how cruel life can be until you hold your baby that was suppose to be. No one knows how hard it is to say goodbye to your baby, unless you have experienced the loss on yourself. I was never able to look in his eyes, see him smile, hear his first breath, tickle his toes and hear his laughter, hear his cries, and he never got to know the mother that loved him so much. He was delivered sleeping on...

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  Posted by: MyAngelMalcolm2017

  Posted: 07/27/2017

  MyAngelMalcolm2017 commented on the discussion everything sucks.

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  Is it ever going to get better

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  Last Reply: Faithstrengthhope88 07/27/2017

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  I am so devestated. I want my Malcolm Isaiah Scollay to be here with me. If there is a God why would he be so cruel? He was so active and brought me so much joy while I carried him that I just knew he was going to be a happy healthy baby boy. I don't want to even wake up anymore and I don't want to eat, all I want is my baby alive and well in my arms. I want to hear him crying and see him smile first time. I have never felt such heartache in my life and I don't know what to do. I go to sleep...

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

  MyAngelMalcolm2017 joined the group Anxiety.

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

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  New to this grief, trying to find away to deal

  Posted by: MyAngelMalcolm2017

  Posted: 07/23/2017

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  My sweet little angel Malcolm Isaiah was a silent birth on 07/20/2017 born midway through the 38th week. He was beautiful and perfect when he was born, but was never to take even one breath. I am destroyed feeling hallow. Having to stay somewhat brave for my other two sons, if it wasn't for them I think brain and heart would just decide to check out of life completely. I have never known such pain in my life, even when my mother died when I was 20 years old although it was horrible, but it...

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  New to this grief wishing I was not a part of the silent birth mother's club.

  Posted by: MyAngelMalcolm2017

  Posted: 07/23/2017

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  My sweet little angel Malcolm Isaiah was a silent birth on 07/20/2017 born midway through the 38th week. He was beautiful and perfect when he was born, but was never to take even one breath. I am destroyed feeling hallow. Having to stay somewhat brave for my other two sons, if it wasn't for them I think brain and heart would just decide to check out of life completely. I have never known such pain in my life, even when my mother died when I was 20 years old although it was horrible, but it...

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

  MyAngelMalcolm2017 commented on the discussion I am a terrible person.

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

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