i think i may b depressed.  the house is getting a lil out of hand.  irritates me when i do get up the energy 2 clean no one keeps it clean.  they mess it up with haste and ease.  im glad the basement at least is staying pretty clean.  my rooms ok.  lived in but not crazy.  i wonder if hes still seeing her & it bothers me.  ill b glad when i get this job.  i nd a distraction & a new focal pnt.  my marriage is important 2 me and it is therefore a focal pnt but it deprresses me so i nd a new 1.  i had bn concentrating on my website but i nd a break.  it was getting really frustrating.