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- What are some ways that you all have learned how to forgive yourselves for the things youve done that you're not proud of? I've made many poor choices because of drinking and beat myself up for them and for hiding drinking. I know I need to forgive...
- I've recently been put on celexa for my depression and anxiety. I know it takes time for your body to adjust but I'm feeling really discouraged. My side effects are outweighing any help the medicine is giving me. So in ways I feel worse than I did...
- I was almost a week sober and drank last night. I didn't have liquor though, just beer. Typically I binge drink vodka. I was with my family, who were all drinking, and I felt I couldn't resist. I was the only one who wasn't drinking at first. I wish...
- Yesterday I felt extremely low. Was one of the worst days for me in a while. But today is day two of sobriety and I'm in a much better mood. I'm telling myself this time is it. I will not ever give in to alcohol again. Telling myself this makes me...
- I got drunk the last two days. I drank so much that I was throwing up from 3am until about 11am. My stomach is sore from it. My husband was mad at me when I told him. I was keeping it from him. I've been so depressed and started doing it again. I...
- I'm drinking again. I know I shouldn't. I got drunk last night with friends..who I had planned on not being friends with anymore because all they do is drink and I need that out of my life..but I did. I know all I need to know. I have talked to my...
- Eat more when trying not to drink? I don't know if it's just because I'm trying to keep my mind off of it or what but I feel the need to eat more than usual when I stop drinking again.
- My lab work came back. Everything is normal. I was so worried about my liver. Now I have peace of mind and can work on keeping it that way.
- Today is day 3 of no drinking. I have to say I'm proud of myself. I went to the Dr today and talked to her about my alcoholism. And for my peace of mind I am having tests done to make sure my liver is ok. Even though I have been concerned about it I...
- I have a million things constantly going through my mind. I know I have to take it a day and thing at a time but I cannot shut my mind off to anything. I maybe slept 3hrs last night. It's been this way almost every night lately. I am physically and...
- Second day of sobriety. Feeling anxious, stressed,craving that damn drink. I've been shaking all day. Trying to keep myself as busy as possible but it's always in my mind. Sometimes I get so tired of the battle with alcohol and depression and wish...
- This is a song that I love. I listen to it a lot when Im feeling down. My favorite part is when she says "I am done with my graceless heart so tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart". It just always makes me feel a little bit better so I...
- Yesterday was rough for me. Well, most of my days have been rough lately. Especially the last week or two. My suicidal thoughts had returned. My constant state of despair and hopeless returned. My motivation for anything disappeared. My drinking...
- I got through day one of sobriety. I've felt awful all day for screwing up again last night. I'm so tired of being disappointed in myself. So I know I need to make changes to be proud of myself instead. I think this will help with my depression as...
- I'm new to this group. I thought it could be beneficial to me. When I was a kid I was sexually abused a couple of times. Honestly I think more happened than I remember. I think I blocked it out. I'm 26 now and married and have always had issues...