gothicmelody666

Eric and I have been having our differences lately but this morning when I woke up I felt like he was being sneaky. Being a woman, after he went to bed, I checked his messages. I found a couple...

Long story short, I woke up at 5pm. Eric was gone and I was in a shitty mood all day. [Here's the venting part]I hate waking up past 3. I fell like shit if I do. It pisses me off and the fact that...

So, I guess I've been writing in this damn journal for like a week now. It hasn't helped me at being happy. It just gives me room to vent or bitch about the things I can't change. I guess it's a...

I barely got any sleep last night, or today i guess. Since we had to set the clocks forward, I went to sleep at 6am this morning rather than 5am and I got woke up around noon because of the boys and...

I know that every relationship can't be exactly perfect but I thought my friends, Kenny and Brittany, would be together forever. That all ended today when Brittany got a message from the some bitch...

I don't remember waking up today, but I do know I got some wake up sex! That pretty much set the mood for the day. I got some pretty good news in the mail today. I passed my GED test so I am now an...

Today I woke up alone as usual. Well, my kitty cat Zanny woke me up. Eric was in the boys' room playing the xbox. For once I wish he would just come in and lay with me and kiss me and touch me but...

My dad took me to walmart and the mall today. I got 3 pairs of shoes, a belt and a batman bag. It was nice to get what ever I wanted but I didnt want to take advantage so I just got the things I...

 It's always been a goal of mine to be happy no matter what but that is something I have always struggled with. I am totally pessimistic. I expect the worst out of every situation but in turn I hope...

It's been some years since ive been on here and i have way too much to talk about and too little time. I have insomnia and its after 4am but right now i feel like i could crash at any minute.In the...

its been 7 months since  my last update and i have yet to quit smoking. im not sure if ill ever stop smoking. i still smoke 1 pack a day and i hack my lungs up pretty much every single morning. i...

I decided this today when i realized ive been smoking for 12 years and im only 20 years old. I know ill end up with cancer if i dont stop, so im making a plan to stop on September 23, 2009. I hope I...

We are over at last. We are no more. I am free from verbal conflit and I am free of shame.No more regrets.Nothing left to ingest.We are over at last.  

Alot has happened in the last year. Ive been working at the bar for over a year now! I also have a second job working with Dave's (soundman at the bar) wife sorting through car parts ad correcting...

Eric and I have been having our differences lately but this morning when I woke up I felt like he was being sneaky. Being a woman, after he went to bed, I checked his messages. I found a couple...