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• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: lostone10

  Posted: 07/08/2019

  lostone10 commented on the discussion Going Backwards.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: lostone10

  Posted: 07/08/2019

  lostone10 commented on the discussion Going Backwards.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Going Backwards

  Posted by: lostone10

  Last Reply: Ncoover 07/09/2019

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  Im terrified. I’m terrified that I’ll need an NG tube again due to the path Im heading down and I can’t stop myself. All I want to do is lose weight and be skinny again but this is one factor that I’m petrified of happening again. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve already told my parents but they don’t believe me. 

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  New Friend

  Posted by: lostone10

  Posted: 03/11/2019

  lostone10 became friends with minmucy.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/16/2019

  lostone10 became friends with mama2four.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: lostone10

  Posted: 05/26/2018

  lostone10 commented on the discussion Diagnosis.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Diagnosis

  Posted by: lostone10

  Last Reply: acuriousfish 06/05/2018

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  My moods have been all over the place. I find it hard to remember what I’ve been doing for the past month (it’s all “foggy” and it will take me awhile to remember), I’ve dropped weight (without trying or intentionally), and I just got discharged from the hospital. While I was in they took me off all my meds to “reset my levels”, but now I feel even worse than when I got admitted. I’ve been trying to tell my parents, but they all keep dismissing me and saying I sound so much...

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: lostone10

  Posted: 10/04/2017

  lostone10 commented on the discussion i can’t take this anymore.

• Eating Disorders
  

  i can’t take this anymore

  Posted by: lostone10

  Last Reply: Dancinggirl 10/05/2017

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  Ive gone off the deep end again. i’ve stopped eating and i can’t take dealing with any of this anymore. i’ve lost six pounds in a week and a half but part of me wants to lose more while the other part wants to get better. i physically can’t look at food without being sick anymore. i don’t know what to do anymore

• Depression
  

  mood swings?

  Posted by: lostone10

  Last Reply: sharaninmd 08/05/2017

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  I don't know why, but my mood has been all over the place lately. I've been put on a mood stabilizer a while ago and am still on it, but my mood is all over the place. I don't know what to do anymore. It's taking control of my life even why I try to ignore it. It's causing me to get in fights with family and friends and that's the last thing I wanted to do. I hate hurting others around me, I'd rather it'd be me that's getting hurt...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/13/2017

  lostone10 became friends with snailby.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: lostone10

  Posted: 07/12/2017

  lostone10 commented on the discussion Attempted.

• Depression
  

  Attempted

  Posted by: lostone10

  Last Reply: gennit 07/13/2017

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  I got out inpatient for the third time this year and I'm now in transitions. Lately I've been feeling extremely suicidal (I've told my staff and family). The other day I attempted suicide and unfortunately failed. I had a med increase that went terrible so we dropped down again. I'm still feeling suicidal and I can't take life anymore

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/11/2017

  lostone10 became friends with TashaMedina.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: lostone10

  Posted: 06/24/2017

  lostone10 became friends with summerbabe88.