what is wrong with me. had a real disappointing day. after treatment and all the hard work, i blew it today. i lied. i lied to my family. i told them that i ate when i didn't and they found out. i feel like i let them down. i feel so bad. why do i keep doing these things. when will i get control of ED instead of it controling me. i am also fighting depression even though i am not sure why. i feel like i get up, go through my day, and go to bed. like i am just going through the motions. i just don't know what i am going to do if i can't beat this. i am losing hope real fast.
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Nothing is wrong with you. You just had a bad day. Start over today and remember you didn\'t let ED into your life overnight and he work leave that way. You are doing great!!!
i made a mistake it happens. u can move on and do what u need to . its a disease as well ed is. i fighting alcoholic and depression every day. i not doing it alone and nether areu. i take everything a day at a time and really thats all we have . we work on it to the best of our ability today. i love u and i am here and i will support u in everyway. i know the heart ache and pain.god is with us both and he only gives us what we can handle today. i belive in u and this is another day.kkep moving forward and pls do\'t say u can\'t. i was told control is a illusion never have and never will. we just keeping moving in apostive direction. love ya and i here.god bless