today i just stayed home and cleaned and relaxed. never even took off my pajamas. i love days like this. it was also a pretty good day with eating. i did it. i was able to eat more today than i have in the last two weeks. although ed is telling me i ate to much and will gain 50 pounds i feel pretty good about this accomplishment. i know i didn't over eat, probably still didn't eat enough but at least i did better than i have been. my stoache does hurt but that too is probably ed at work. every time i eat my stomache hurts. does anyone else have that problem?  is it real or all in my head? no appointments tomorrow either so i will do more cleaning, love my kids and be lazy. then thursday i have to go back to the hospital(iowa city where i was for treatment) and have more tests done on my liver. it was swollen and was producing to many enzymes due to the ed. i don't really understand what all that means but i have to go. well i hope all is well for all of you. God bless.