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Im laughing but nothing is fucking funny.

Stuck in a feed-back loop.I cant work because the pdoc says Im too ill to work. I want to work, the boredom is driving me insane. I only want a few hours a week, nothing too stressfull. 

Last christmas I gave you my heart. The very next day, you threw it away.This year, to save me from death, I'll keep it in the cavity it was designed to sit in.  Do they know it's christmas time at...

..not too bad. We had a gig last night. We arrived to find no-one had brought a bass-amp. A little ringing round got one sorted. The first band to sound check took an hour and 3 quarters, like...

Came back in the 80s cos he's spiteful With a new recital A vaxine - he spread it all around Every hut in every village every school in every town But they didn't get cured - they just got AIDS ...

Today is London day. Hoorah

I feel like the weakest link in my life. Close to snapping, just do not know how to pick myself up.This year has done nothing but shit on me. Maybe that's it.

This is hard for me to face but it needs to be done. Sarah has Pulmonary arterial hypertension and has to go to a specialist for regular check-ups. Her appointment the wednesday before last did not...

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It's me. I'm the problem. 

Mood is sinking faster than the Titanic. genuinely miserable. Thought long and hard about why, me and Sarah had an argument, first in an age.Also the first time that our relationship does not rely on...

Sorry I have not been around or communicating my mood.Just feeling very done in at the moment. Hiding to save face!

It was to be expected, once the initial grief has worn off in comes the misery to take its place. I knew it was coming but I didn't bank on it being quite so soon. To make matters worse, my sister...

All day at the office micro-fishing with chipsInoffensive Bob Cratchit, sweet natured, hair lipped.Computing packed lunches with neat mega-bytesEfficient and no threat, Bob always has time. And...

It is my Grandads birthday today. He would have been 77. Happy Birthday.