Obeylix

That's what it feels like. Everything has come to a stop. No more planning for a long term future, no more hoping for a cure. I feel empty about it all but so very sad for Sarah and William.I worry...

..just sometimes I wish the people around me wouldn't act like such cunts.

http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Personality_Disorders/advice/12927000-my-new-husband-bpd

It's me. I'm the problem. 

Mood is sinking faster than the Titanic. genuinely miserable. Thought long and hard about why, me and Sarah had an argument, first in an age.Also the first time that our relationship does not rely on...

Sorry I have not been around or communicating my mood.Just feeling very done in at the moment. Hiding to save face!

It was to be expected, once the initial grief has worn off in comes the misery to take its place. I knew it was coming but I didn't bank on it being quite so soon. To make matters worse, my sister...

All day at the office micro-fishing with chipsInoffensive Bob Cratchit, sweet natured, hair lipped.Computing packed lunches with neat mega-bytesEfficient and no threat, Bob always has time. And...

It is my Grandads birthday today. He would have been 77. Happy Birthday.

It is the nature of cats to wander far and wide. I know this but I have just moved here, nearly a month and this cat has never left the house before. Began trusting him with the garden, then he...

My Great Uncle died yesterday. Who next?

This has been a week of being gutted.My grandad finally passed away on Sunday. 3:55am. He clung on for so long, it is something to be proud of but I had got used to him being invincible. So many...

Anyone care to answer? I cannot find one for the life of me. I am no longer trying in any sense.

Got my uni short course results.110/200Not that great tbh. May have to re-think the degree thing.

Today has been an improvement, been quite bouyant all evening despite starting it off in a bad mood.Had an episode on the way home though. Slight anxiety lead to horrid, racing thoughts and shit...