Obeylix

It is the nature of cats to wander far and wide. I know this but I have just moved here, nearly a month and this cat has never left the house before. Began trusting him with the garden, then he...

My Great Uncle died yesterday. Who next?

This has been a week of being gutted.My grandad finally passed away on Sunday. 3:55am. He clung on for so long, it is something to be proud of but I had got used to him being invincible. So many...

Anyone care to answer? I cannot find one for the life of me. I am no longer trying in any sense.

Got my uni short course results.110/200Not that great tbh. May have to re-think the degree thing.

Today has been an improvement, been quite bouyant all evening despite starting it off in a bad mood.Had an episode on the way home though. Slight anxiety lead to horrid, racing thoughts and shit...

Snap back a little minute there and I got my bag turned out the same routine again, its really not like that darling we were just kids and we were trying to start again. Taking the first steps. I...

Guts have been playing me up this week. It seems to go in cycles. I will be fine for ages, then out of no-where it will start playing up again. Quite a lot of pain is always involved but Im getting...

That is the question of the day. Is it worse today than yesterday? I am still miserable, I have had major rage issues today and I am still shivering. So is my depression worse? Is my sickness worse?...

I am Ill. Blurgh! Spent a nice day being sick, shivering and sleeping.A good nights sleep should help a great deal! 

Sometimes, it's all about the timing.Moving soon. Yay!Uni work needs to be finished soon! Yay!Grandad may need to go into a home.Step-Dad has been written off for depression. Genuinely horrid, I know...

Last wednesday my father in law mentioned the possibility of selling our flat and buying a house.Today we had the flat valued.Tomorrow we have the photos taken and it goes on the market.Maybe 3...

Today I got myself so angry I broke something. Let me make something clear, the thing that inspired my rage had been working fine. It was the nice blue ps3 pad my sister got me for christmas. The...

What an absolute shit day.Dont know how to reconcile things in my head so I can calm down, guess it's a night of insomnia for me. Oh joy!

It's unusually warm, -the air is clear and sound moves cleanly through itand I can hear the dim racket of other type writers in use all along the street.A street of writers, gathered about the...