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• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: taken1836

  Posted: 04/07/2018

  taken1836 commented on the discussion Today....

• Depression
  

  Today...

  Posted by: taken1836

  Last Reply: robotnik 04/08/2018

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  Today...wasn’t too bad! I mean I was alittle pissed for no reason. And no one wanted me around. I mean honestly...I don’t want me around anymore... my sister is loved by everyone and no one understands me...I hate this life and I hate myself. I thought I got over this. I thought I was past this. Guess not. It’s ok though. It’s alright. I’ll be gone soon. My sister...my sister makes me laugh, you know? She can get a guys number the first day they meet...I can’t even get a guy to look...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: taken1836

  Posted: 03/26/2018

  taken1836 commented on the discussion You were so young....

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: taken1836

  Posted: 03/26/2018

  taken1836 commented on the discussion You were so young....

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 03/25/2018

  taken1836 commented on the discussion You were so young....

• Depression
  

  You were so young...

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  Last Reply: robotnik 04/08/2018

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  You know were so young...you didn’t understand the pain. You were so young you didn’t understand the hurt they caused. You were so young to understand that it was NOT your fault. You were so youngto understand that Their hands were so cruel with every touch but not everyone will hurt you. NOT everyone will lie, steal, and cheat you. NOT everyone will tear you down from the pedestal you put your self on. NOT EVERYONE will care for you, the way you deserve and need. I know you’re hurting...

• Depression
  

  Funny thought..

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  Last Reply: akacountrygirl 01/29/2018

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  One time I went into the store to buy soup for my sister because she was sick. And mom told me to buy bleach of course for her sick idk she just told me to get some so I go in and grab the soups and the bleach and go to the register mind it was only the two things and after awhile thinking about this. They probably thought I was killing myself cause I had a big jug of bleach and like four packs of soup. If only. 

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/01/2017

  taken1836 commented on the discussion BATH.

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  Posted: 11/01/2017

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• Depression
  

  BATH

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  Last Reply: taken1836 11/01/2017

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  everytime..every time I take a bath...I think of how easy it was be to just lay down and never come back up...just slip away...I do have a fear of drowning but I scared my self how bad my thoughts get now...just one thing to slip and I’ll be gone...I just want to slip away...:,( (>^_^,

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  HATE MYSELF

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  Last Reply: Restful 10/31/2017

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  You know, ever since i were little, I would get this feeling like... Like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down at myself...and I hate what I see. The way I sound and act.. And I'm scared.. that the feeling will never go away...

• Depression
  

  KNIFE

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  Last Reply: DiceJ 10/29/2017

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  My depression and thoughts have gotten worse...my um parents got these news, shiny, stainless steel knives. They even come with there own covers right... when I say my thoughts have gotten worse I mean. When I saw these new knives my first reaction/thought? Stabbing my self or! Slicing my wrist...I mean it was instant...almost scared me...almost... they were so clean and shiny...I wanted to ruin it.. I wanted to ruin the pureness of the knives... they were too clean. I feel suffocated in this...

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  KNIFE

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  Posted: 10/23/2017

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  My depression and thoughts have gotten worse...my um parents got these news, shiny, stainless steel knives. They even come with there own covers right... when I say my thoughts have gotten worse I mean. When I saw these new knives my first reaction/thought? Stabbing my self or! Slicing my wrist...I mean it was instant...almost scared me...almost... they were so clean and shiny...I wanted to ruin it.. I wanted to ruin the pureness of the knives... they were too clean. I feel suffocated in this...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 06/09/2017

  taken1836 joined the group Self Sabotage.

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 06/04/2017

  taken1836 commented on sjs777's journal The Emotional Stages of Divorce (or the end of a relationship)