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life is fleeting

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You never know about life,in an instant your life can be upside down and your life as you know it will never be the same again.gone are your plans and dreams,for life without my beloved half is no life at all.holidays i wish it never come for...
Anniversary

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Today would have been our 44th anniversary.my world has been yanked from under me 7 mos. ago.i thought my tears would have dried up by now but its all the same if anything its getting worse.i feel like a corpse walking and without a purpose,i really...
Stlill missing you so much

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Tears just keep coming.tommorow is my birthday.wish i wont wake up tommorow.Please let me be wirh you,pain is unbearable
Stlill missing you so much

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Its been 4 mos.since my hubby passed away,this week has been really awful.i cry all the time,going home after work is the worst,i get the panick attack,he wont be there to meet me at the door.that awful gut wrenching sadness hit you in waves.Wish i...
Happy fathers day

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My love,my life,wherever you are happy fathers day.i hope you are well and enjoying today.although your not here with me physically,i know somewhere you exist untill i can be with you in the next life know that you are always in heart and...
Faith in god

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I was raised catholic but as i got older never really practice catholic relegion but i did beleive in god.losing my husband of 45 yrs of a massive heart attack in march 20th 2017 he died right away,2 weeks prior he was given a clean bill of...
Need your prayers

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I lost my husband of 45 yrs in march 2017It was a massive heart attack died instantly.i am still existing like a zombie and this happens.my brother was on his way home when an entoxicated person hit him.he is in very bad shape not sure if he will...
Dreading holidays

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My husband of 45 yrs was a veteran.he would always have our kids home and have steak dinner with the whole works for memorial day. but on march 20th 2017 suddenly past away of a massive heart attack,in a heartbeat i lost my better half.now all i...
Bo purpose

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Not even the anti deppresant that my therapist prescribed can take the pain away.this godawful pain thats coming from so deep that only death can cure it.I used to have faith in god but no more i am done.a just god should have taken us both at the...
My first mothers day without the love of my life

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Happy mothers day to all you moms out there.today i did not want to get up.i no longer have the person that was my reason for living.he passed away in march of this year.we were together for 44 yrs.i am trying hard to go on,but it just get harder...
Its not getting any better

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Wish i could just sleep all my pain and problems and never wake up.want to be with my better half so bad,wish he would come for me.

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