Jenn0
Status: Still here. Don't really want to be but hey, when do I ever feel happy with what I got?
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I want to kill myself more than I can properly explain or convey. I've wanted to kill myself for years now, the more I live the more I want too. Never gone through with it though. Too scared, and...
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Ok, so I just seriously had a weird rant on my FB status. I didn't mean to, it all just spilled out. I had put that I was scared, and only one person commented on it, and he was just making jokes. He...
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I am sitting here trying to think. Think why, why am I here. What is the point of being here? What am I here for? I can't think of anything.
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Before I go to bed I try to make sure the last thing I say to anybody is, "I love you." Because I'm scared that I might die overnight. I want the last thing I say to anybody be something special and...
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Today I cut myself for the first time in over half a year....All that fucking work, gone....My parents CANNOT find out about this. Way too much shit for this to be added too. My mom doesn't need the...
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Did you ever have an "I don't know" moment. You don't know where you going...how to get there...were you are coming from...what to do or worst what to think? Or even why you don't know what or why...
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so its 4 in the morning...i cant sleep. i also have been having dreams about me dying in different ways, or me being in the hospital for the past week or so. oddly enough i love these dreams...the...
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I'm kinda nervous, kinda excited. This weekend I'm finally getting my hair cut. I'm cutting it really short. I can't wait to see what it looks like and I really hope that I like it. ^_^
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The wind howled to the night sky The moon, gazed down gently at the lively Earth,The ground soaking up the moonlight like a desperate parched beingA man lay on the ground, gasping for a breathHis...
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This gameWhy am I playing?I'm losingI took a wrong pathI'm lostI can't find my wayThere is no cheatTo help save the dayMy green pieceIt is bleeding redFlooding the game boardAnd flooding my headI...
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I'm trapped beneath the surfaceThe black slimy tentacles of hatred and anger are wrapped around my legHoping to drag me down into the dark shadowsI try to break away but it yanks me downI'm...
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My thoughts consume meI can't help itThe wantIt's like an itchAn itch underneath the skinImpossible ti scratchThe needThe craving for their screamsTheir screamsOh they make me shiverVoicing a pain I...
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I see darkness all around meThe world has closed inThe touch of darkness caresses meIt sends a chill down my spineThere is an eerie quietRinging in my headBright fire engulfs meDancing in a circleThe...
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I feel like I am in a bottomless pitI am fallingHow much longer till I hit the ground?When will my suffering end?I feel it in my headA weird feeling is swimming in meI don't know what it is Have I...
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I feel like I am standing on the edge of a cliff my foot hovering in the air. Even an hour ago I felt like I had actually put my foot down and walked away completely, but all of a sudden out of the...
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