Jenn0
Status: Still here. Don't really want to be but hey, when do I ever feel happy with what I got?
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I really don't think I can do this anymore...my anxiety, my depression, my self-injury shit, my dying from bordum, any of it! The bordum thing is really starting to get to me right now. I can't do...
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My thoughts keep bothering me. They won't leave me alone. Sorry to whoever is reading this. I know my posts are getting repetative, but I am treating this like an actual journal that no one reads so...
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I have a three day weekend from school. It sucks. I can't be at home for that long. Well not that I can't I just don't want to. It is 1.) sooooo boooring and 2.) frustrating. I have literally nothing...
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I don't even know how to label this entry because there are so many things it could be like anger, frustration, sad, painful so I just chose one. I'm bugging out. I feel angry and depressed at the...
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The wind howled to the night sky The moon, gazed down gently at the lively Earth, The ground soaking up the moonlight like a desperate parched being A man lay on the ground, gasping for a breath His...
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My teacher told me I should come onto this website so I'm gonna try it out. I guess I will just start writing what I am feeling at the moment. I can't stop my thoughts. Everytime I drive over a...
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Well, I haven't written an entry here in almost a year. This year has been...hard. With my mom's illness, my own issues, and other smaller things, it's been tough. Still very depressed and things....
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Ok, so I just seriously had a weird rant on my FB status. I didn't mean to, it all just spilled out. I had put that I was scared, and only one person commented on it, and he was just making jokes. He...
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I am sitting here trying to think. Think why, why am I here. What is the point of being here? What am I here for? I can't think of anything.
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Before I go to bed I try to make sure the last thing I say to anybody is, "I love you." Because I'm scared that I might die overnight. I want the last thing I say to anybody be something special and...
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Today I cut myself for the first time in over half a year....All that fucking work, gone....My parents CANNOT find out about this. Way too much shit for this to be added too. My mom doesn't need the...
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Did you ever have an "I don't know" moment. You don't know where you going...how to get there...were you are coming from...what to do or worst what to think? Or even why you don't know what or why...
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so its 4 in the morning...i cant sleep. i also have been having dreams about me dying in different ways, or me being in the hospital for the past week or so. oddly enough i love these dreams...the...
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I'm kinda nervous, kinda excited. This weekend I'm finally getting my hair cut. I'm cutting it really short. I can't wait to see what it looks like and I really hope that I like it. ^_^
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The wind howled to the night sky The moon, gazed down gently at the lively Earth,The ground soaking up the moonlight like a desperate parched beingA man lay on the ground, gasping for a breathHis...
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