Depression poem

I feel like I am in a bottomless pitI am fallingHow much longer till I hit the ground?When will my suffering end?I feel it in my headA weird feeling is swimming in meI don't know what it is Have I really lost control?When I am downMy heart is so lonely I feel like I'm on the outside looking inBut the girl I see doesn't look like meI see a person who is out of controlScreaming like there is an indescribable pain inside herShe is crying with either pain or sadnessI cannot tellAs I watch her get carried away I feel scaredI am afraid of this girlI do not believe that is meThen I close my eyes Trying to get this image out of my headI hear a really painful screamI open my eyes and realize that it's me screamingMy eyes are wet with tearsI feel a tugging on my armsI'm getting dragged awayFor some reason I'm fighting backThe girl I saw is still inside meThen she just gives up like there is no pointI get put in a room of darknessI am shaking all overI'm pounding on the doorMy hands are bleeding but I don't noticeI hate locked doorsI have enough of those alreadyI give upIt won't openI sit in the corner and cryJust cryI'm lostI don't know what to doIt doesn't matter anymoreLocked doors don't matterI'm locked inside myselfThey look at me but I don't really notice themMy vision is blurredI can't seeAll I see is blackI've hit the bottom of the pit.I wrote this poem when i was in 9th grade and I was in a bad state at the time. I know its not that good but for some reason its one of my favorite that I've written.