Jenn0
Status: Still here. Don't really want to be but hey, when do I ever feel happy with what I got?
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This gameWhy am I playing?I'm losingI took a wrong pathI'm lostI can't find my wayThere is no cheatTo help save the dayMy green pieceIt is bleeding redFlooding the game boardAnd flooding my headI...
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I'm trapped beneath the surfaceThe black slimy tentacles of hatred and anger are wrapped around my legHoping to drag me down into the dark shadowsI try to break away but it yanks me downI'm...
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My thoughts consume meI can't help itThe wantIt's like an itchAn itch underneath the skinImpossible ti scratchThe needThe craving for their screamsTheir screamsOh they make me shiverVoicing a pain I...
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I see darkness all around meThe world has closed inThe touch of darkness caresses meIt sends a chill down my spineThere is an eerie quietRinging in my headBright fire engulfs meDancing in a circleThe...
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I feel like I am in a bottomless pitI am fallingHow much longer till I hit the ground?When will my suffering end?I feel it in my headA weird feeling is swimming in meI don't know what it is Have I...
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I feel like I am standing on the edge of a cliff my foot hovering in the air. Even an hour ago I felt like I had actually put my foot down and walked away completely, but all of a sudden out of the...
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If I could be any part of you, Id be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips..
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I don't fit in anywhere. I feel like a freak. I'm a girl physically, but sometimes I feel male. Not just feeling alittle tomboyish or whatever, but I feel like a total male in a female body. Other...
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Dramatic title I know. But I really feel like it is. I can't stop myself. I really need to hurt myself. I took myself off my medicine. I won't be needing it anymore. I seem to be getting better to...
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I am so tired....life is seemingly not worth it anymore....
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I cannot wait for tomorrow! I have....school! Now I know most people would be thinking "Ain't that a bitch" but not for me. I look foward to school. I feel the safest at school. In a way I also feel...
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I really don't think I can do this anymore...my anxiety, my depression, my self-injury shit, my dying from bordum, any of it! The bordum thing is really starting to get to me right now. I can't do...
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My thoughts keep bothering me. They won't leave me alone. Sorry to whoever is reading this. I know my posts are getting repetative, but I am treating this like an actual journal that no one reads so...
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I have a three day weekend from school. It sucks. I can't be at home for that long. Well not that I can't I just don't want to. It is 1.) sooooo boooring and 2.) frustrating. I have literally nothing...
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I don't even know how to label this entry because there are so many things it could be like anger, frustration, sad, painful so I just chose one. I'm bugging out. I feel angry and depressed at the...
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