Jenn0
Status: Still here. Don't really want to be but hey, when do I ever feel happy with what I got?
Mood:
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If I could be any part of you, Id be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips..
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I don't fit in anywhere. I feel like a freak. I'm a girl physically, but sometimes I feel male. Not just feeling alittle tomboyish or whatever, but I feel like a total male in a female body. Other...
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Dramatic title I know. But I really feel like it is. I can't stop myself. I really need to hurt myself. I took myself off my medicine. I won't be needing it anymore. I seem to be getting better to...
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I am so tired....life is seemingly not worth it anymore....
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I cannot wait for tomorrow! I have....school! Now I know most people would be thinking "Ain't that a bitch" but not for me. I look foward to school. I feel the safest at school. In a way I also feel...
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I really don't think I can do this anymore...my anxiety, my depression, my self-injury shit, my dying from bordum, any of it! The bordum thing is really starting to get to me right now. I can't do...
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My thoughts keep bothering me. They won't leave me alone. Sorry to whoever is reading this. I know my posts are getting repetative, but I am treating this like an actual journal that no one reads so...
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I have a three day weekend from school. It sucks. I can't be at home for that long. Well not that I can't I just don't want to. It is 1.) sooooo boooring and 2.) frustrating. I have literally nothing...
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I don't even know how to label this entry because there are so many things it could be like anger, frustration, sad, painful so I just chose one. I'm bugging out. I feel angry and depressed at the...
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The wind howled to the night sky The moon, gazed down gently at the lively Earth, The ground soaking up the moonlight like a desperate parched being A man lay on the ground, gasping for a breath His...
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My teacher told me I should come onto this website so I'm gonna try it out. I guess I will just start writing what I am feeling at the moment. I can't stop my thoughts. Everytime I drive over a...
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Ok, so I just seriously had a weird rant on my FB status. I didn't mean to, it all just spilled out. I had put that I was scared, and only one person commented on it, and he was just making jokes. He...
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I am sitting here trying to think. Think why, why am I here. What is the point of being here? What am I here for? I can't think of anything.
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Before I go to bed I try to make sure the last thing I say to anybody is, "I love you." Because I'm scared that I might die overnight. I want the last thing I say to anybody be something special and...
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Today I cut myself for the first time in over half a year....All that fucking work, gone....My parents CANNOT find out about this. Way too much shit for this to be added too. My mom doesn't need the...
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