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I still have my moments, when i forget to take my meds, then i get stubborn. But eventually i take them and i get better. Sometimes its just not having the money to get my meds and sometimes I just...

I have moved in with my daugher and four grandkids. This is the best decision I have made in years. Now that I am sober and stronger emotionally, i decided to help my daughter with the children while...

I can't believe it s been so long since I have written. i am finally in counseling and sticking to it. i am still clean but stuggling with alcohol.

Here i go again, back to work after a year. I am kinda scared you know the rejection, the scrutiny the slamming door. Those are not things that i like to experience in my life. There are things I...

I just had my first argument with my oldest daughter in 13 years. It is frustrating that she does not understand my worries and concerns. I remember when i was her age raising four kids alone like...

Here i am 2009 and I still can't get myself back to 100%. Still not working, luckily I am drawing a little bit of unemployment. I am feeling a little down about my son Moses, he is still locked up...

Iwant to loosen up with my sister but i am afraid to be taken advantage of. i didnt realize how high my expectations are of others. i dont plan on making this long term so i want to make it as...

Why am I doomed to repeat my familiar mistakes, i tire of myself and I want out of myself. Recently I made the decision to take in my sister and two nieces, I am getting ready to go back to work and...

'So we go to watch the OU vs Florida game last night and my long time steady leaves to sit somewhere else. During the game it did not bother me, but today it did.  We do not live together, I am...

Lots of changes for me this year, my sister moved in with me and my two nieces and their dog. Thats all I have to say about that.

This is my year to change the second half of my life. I will be 45 years old, 196 lbs. and i have alot of pain from arthritis. I smoke 10 ciggarettes a day and drink a couple of time a week. Any...

Wow I have really been out of the loop. I am venturing out to find real friends.

Well today I woke up at 3am and realized that I have gained 20 lbs in 6 months and I feel like shit. I completely slummed around for six months have very little self esteem left. I am not depressed I...

Today I am a little more optimistic about the rest of the year. I found this great library where i can get on line and its a great outlet. I am taking myself less seriously and I want to change my...