lis25
Status: not a day goes by i dont think of you Macy xx
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Its been 9 and 1/2 weeks since i lost Macy now and i still havent got my period.I had myself convinced i was pregnant i was peeing more and feeling tired, i even felt nauseous 2day and ive been...
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its been 2 months 2day since i lost my angel macy. i dont think i willl ever stop counting. I would of been 19 weeks 2mro almost halfway. I would of started to get a belly and be able to feel her...
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i am so angry alkl the time the past few days i feel like could kill people everyone is pissing me off. i could scream. just wish i could escape away from everyone on my own private island 4 a few...
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Ive been doing so well lately i have my down days but mostly i can function normally.Just a few things have been happening on a bad note im fighting with my brother over the way he has been treating...
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I had such a good weekend. I feel happier than i have in a long time. Things just seem 2 b slowly getting back to normal. Ive started making wedding plans and i think that is helping bc it distracts...
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Ive been feeling a lttle down lately. I cant help but wish i was still pregnant. With xmas and jaidens birthday and kevs 30th coming up i guess i imagined them all with me getting bigger. It sux...
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well ive gone from one extreme to another i find myself sleeping constantly. im awake for about 4 hours a day im just so tired prob catching up on all that sleep i missed out on. I am having trouble...
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I have written in a few days just had a lot of mixed emotions and never really know where to start. So sorry if this makes no sense at all.I went to work on Friday and lasted the whole shift i was...
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Today was my aunts funeral it was a lovely service. It was hard to say goodbye. I saw my cousions gf who is due in the same month i was. I had to sit there aand listen to him tell my mum they had a...
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OH where do i start everything im my life i seem 2 fail at lately. I cant go to work i cant do any housework I cant even play with my son. All i do is lay in bed or on the lounge and thats all i...
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It is so frustrating not beding able to sleep it is now 4.43am and still havent fallen asleep yet. I really dont understand why i cant sleep at night. I feel like i wait 4 the sun to come up every...
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I went back to work 2day 4 the 1st time since i lost Macy. I lasted 3hrs. longer than i then i thought i would. I just hate being there. I gave way a few of my shifts 4 the week. I need to decide...
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Had a very rough night last night I think it all just hit me at once with my aunts passing. I did alot better 2day i slept most of it as i do these days Kev came home from work at about 6.45 we had...
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My aunt passed away today. She was still so young and her body just gave out on her. My life seems to be full of loss lately. I hope she is happy in heaven taking care of Macy. I dont think i can...
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still didnt get much sleep last night but woke up feeling alot better 2day. I cleaned the entire house 2day 4 the first time in weeks im so proud of myself. I cant believe how much it kept my mind...
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