improving

still didnt get much sleep last night but woke up feeling alot better 2day. I cleaned the entire house 2day 4 the first time in weeks im so proud of myself. I cant believe how much it kept my mind off things. Jaiden came home a few days ago so i have been spending some time with him.Pissed at the MIN she told my fiance we should wait awhile b4 trying again. What a terrible thing to say im so pissed at her she is so interferring and treats kevin as if he  is 8 years old. She should go live her own life instead of interferring in ours. She drives me mad sometimes. I want to scream right now. Got my hcg test results from last week they r at 165 so had to have another test 2day so hopefully they r 0 now. Im really not looking 4ward to going back to work next monday im dreading it really. I hate my job and in some ways i blame them 4 what has happened