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So during a while ago (before my man break) I had given this guy my number because he seemed nice and was cute and was a teacher so I thought why not?  This was as I was trying to get over my ex...

Thanks to everyone who has sent me thoughts and information in the past couple days.  Sorry I have been unable to do much on here. First my son and now my daughter came down with the H1N1 and I am...

For every up there's a down I guess.   I saw my "friend" today walking downtown with her new boyfriend and their three kids looking happy as a lark.  This is a person who I thought would be a...

I was hurting a bit today.  Something that happened triggered my emotions and I was in tears.  I wasn't going to write on here.  I was just gonna shut down and go back when I felt better and then...

Okay...so I haven't contacted him in six weeks (yes!!!), haven't even thought about him every second in the last week, am surrounded by great reading, joined an amazing support group, and my life is...

I sit here on a Saturday night and my son is at the movies with his friends and my daughter is working, then staying at a friends and I wonder what I will do when they are gone:(  I have raised them...

I think I had an "aha" moment yesterday.  I locked myself out of the house by accident yesterday morning and so I phoned my mother (who lives close to me) to see if she might be able to run me over...

Well, it's been two weeks since I told the guy I was seeing that I deserved more than his crumbs and I know I should feel proud of myself for taking a stand and I'm not sorry that I broke it off but...

I think I am really seeing my patterns and I'm not sure whether to take a break from men or practice on them.... Last night a man who I used to date called me.  I still keep in touch with him after...

I feel like a complete traitor!  I haven't been on her for OVER six months and here I am about to ask for advice and support :(There is good news and there is bad news.Good news - I did it!  I went...

Day 91 of 365 - Man BreakIt's funny when you are on vacation and have no schedule sometimes you get lost as to what to do next with all this free time.  I like having a plan.  Without one I wander...

Day 88 of 365 - Man BreakSo today feels a lot better.  First, even though I was feeling down I made myself do things.  I worked out and went to the library with my son and got some banking done. ...

Day 86 of 365 - Man BreakHow can you have a family and so-called friends and still feel all alone in the world.If I could go to an island sans any technology or any way for people to find me (except...

Day 84 of 365 - Man Break (Seriously it's been THIS long)Day 1 of vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The count down is on until my summer vacation.  Two weeks of pure heaven away from work.  I promised...

otNTONDay 66 of 365 - Man BreakIt's been two weeks since I wrote a journal entry.  I have been super stressed.  I ended up in the hospital last Tuesday with heart palpitations.  The tests turned...