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I have taken this time to be faithful. it is a good way to spend time. i used to watch so much tv. in the future, when I start work again, I want to continue this practice. prayer time after I get...

my husband and I have a new summer hobby, good for backyards, picnics, beaches, and our yard. throwing a soft football. we are pretty good at it! glad we got one! Glad we picked it up and tried at...

the trip to the beach was fun. I enjoyed the boardwalk particulalry since I like walking and being about to go out to eat once in a while. the beach was good for getting lots of sun, vitamin d,...

Earlier this week I also applied to another job. and I updated my resume. I got the appointment for the hip treatment I need. I also inquired about another job. I made a lot of progress! I am having...

Today I called to inquire about a job. The lady was warm and the job fit my needs and I seemed to fit hers enough for her to want to interview me next monday. My anxiety causes me to focus on one...

Be doers of the word and not hearers only. - JamesPraying for my brother that he returns to his faith. And my sister who is getting closer.parents, neighbors, coworkers, relatives, friends, bless...

Strength in the face of pain or grief. The ability to do something that frightens one. The little voice at the end of the day that says, I will try again tomorrow. Not simply one of the virtues, but...

I have faith physical therapy is working to correct the weakness in my muscles and reduce the pain in my left hip!!!

I have realized that I have to go to the doctor. I don't know if anyone else has anxiety about going to the doctor or not. I always had excuse. I was busy. Or it was expensive. it was anxiety...

The LORD is my shepherd. there is nothing I lack. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right path for the sake of his Name.  Even though I walk...

 I went for a walk today. It was beautiful outside! My left hip muscles are very unstable. so hopefully it did not harm me too much to walk maybe two miles. I need to do the physical therapy and the...

I love being at home but it is lonely. oh well. 

I have not been on here in a very long time. A long time ago this website helped me with anxiety. I am still struggling with that to this day. I long for friendships. 

dear dad, I can't hang out with Cassie and Kelly, they're partying is the reason why they are still dependent upon mom and dad. You wouldn't bail me out and I wouldn't want you to. I think it would...

I have been frustrated and scared wondering what my "black outs" were about for the past 2-3 years (that is when I remember them starting). I will be walking along or stand up and black out. Now I...