goal, go to the doctor

I have realized that I have to go to the doctor. I don't know if anyone else has anxiety about going to the doctor or not. I always had excuse. I was busy. Or it was expensive. it was anxiety provoking. to go to a place where sick people are. that the doctor will judge me or something. it is scary. and then. I have so many little things to discuss. I never did follow up on this and that. so. one thing at a time. slowly. I am going to go to the doctor for one thing next week. follow up on it. and later, in time I need to go to the doctor for another thing. I just hope that the doctors I find will be helpful, knowledgable, right for me and my condition, will not give me a bad experience and make me afraid to go back or forward, that I will not feel alone even if I have to go alone,