Haitigirl9

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  Empty

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Posted: 07/05/2017

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  I didnt ask for this. I never asked to be born and yet I am told to be grateful. I don't want this anymore but I am too much of a coward to end it for real. I just wish there were a black hole I could crawl into and disappear forever. I keep telling myself it will get better but it hasn't. For me the pain will never stop.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Posted: 06/25/2017

  Haitigirl9 became friends with CakeMyCat.

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Posted: 06/25/2017

  Haitigirl9 commented on aspiringballerina's journal I can't do it

• Depression
  

  Relapse again

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Last Reply: OlderCPer 06/25/2017

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  TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION AND SELF HARM. I thought I was getting better but last night proved I am not. My depression is coming back and I am so tired of fighting. I am so tired of really just how dumb and useless I am. Part of me knows I am being irrational but I am just too tired. My relationships are suffering and I am doing nothing to save them. On top of that I have relapsed and self harmed again 4 times in the past three weeks. Get help they say but I can't afford help. I also think I...

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Posted: 01/31/2017

  Haitigirl9 commented on the discussion Letter TW.

• Sexual Abuse
  

  My abuse

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Last Reply: LuckyEmpath 01/31/2017

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  I was sexually abused by my older brother when I was 4 and 5 years old. I would remember him coming into my room at night at convincing him to go to his room. I remember how he would try to bribe me witb rewards that never came and convinced me that if I didnt go a long with it my parents would hate me. Nothing was ever really done to address this in my family even though they all knew. Eventually it stopped. I thought I was okay until I started dating. Now every time i want to get even the...

• Sexual Abuse
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Posted: 01/31/2017

  Haitigirl9 commented on the discussion Hate myself.

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  Newbie

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Posted: 11/18/2016

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  I am new to this group and nervous about sharing my story. Does anyone have suggestions to how to open to people you dont know?

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/15/2016

  Haitigirl9 joined the group Depression.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/15/2016

  Haitigirl9 joined the group Sexual Abuse.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/15/2016

  Haitigirl9 joined the group Panic Attacks.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/15/2016

  Haitigirl9 joined the group Anxiety.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Haitigirl9

  Posted: 11/15/2016

  Haitigirl9 became friends with TeamDS.